fairydrowning:

“I am tired of being a person. Not just tired of being the person I was, but any person at all. I like watching people, but I don’t like talking to them, dealing with them, pleasing them, or offending them. I am tired.”

-Susan Sontag, I, Etcetera: Stories

i am existing in my inexistence.

i did so much, but my accomplishments feel so empty.

i need to do more, i tell myself. but there’s nothing else to do.

my laziness disgusts me, and I feel my only joy can be when i feel exhausted and guilty.

my joy is the schrodinger’s cat of myself, continuously in existence and without.

if you open the box, will you find a corpse or absolute fulfillment?

bullshit please ignore


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